[02:19] <anntenuateddeath> sup
[02:19] <anntenuateddeath> thats pretty cool
[02:19] <anntenuateddeath> sup
[02:20] <anntenuateddeath> id be more impressed, if,  you all chatted at same time.
[02:20] <anntenuateddeath> easy to make this.
[02:20] <anntenuateddeath> how bout, how you torture me and have doctors malpractice me 
[02:20] <anntenuateddeath> and the things you do 
[02:20] <anntenuateddeath> and then, i beg for surrender or you stopping
[02:20] <anntenuateddeath> i beg for death even . 
[02:20] <anntenuateddeath> and i have no crime that im charged with but tortured for many years.
[02:21] <anntenuateddeath> people did crimes to me and the eye is turned
[02:21] <anntenuateddeath> constantly my entire life.
[02:21] <anntenuateddeath> harassed, ensnared, and tortured
[02:21] <anntenuateddeath> my first girlfriend justine i met on my 14th birthday , at a Slayer CD signing and release , she was with another guy but wanted to date me.
[02:21] <anntenuateddeath> she was already spying on me.
[02:22] <anntenuateddeath> do you think, that this is appropriate ? the fact, this happened, since elementry school and i thought the world just works this way, people repeat/like same things you do because its fucking normal
[02:22] <anntenuateddeath> but i am outsider/outcast , always, for my niche interests, and easily manipulated since i was in special education elementry school when i first had it happen
[02:22] <anntenuateddeath> or it could have started in 1st grade.
[02:23] <anntenuateddeath> doesnt matter. i went to so many doctors no one would even treat me , for , salmonella disease when i was a child.  and "i was always a sick child"  
[02:23] <anntenuateddeath> or pinworms. when i got them
[02:23] <anntenuateddeath> doctor after doctor my mom said i never stopped crying.
[02:23] <anntenuateddeath> and i get ground to a pulp, with hip replacements, and sentenced to this vulgar torture or death, for being, a sick person, but, not in spirit.
[02:23] <anntenuateddeath> i said id do works for you.
[02:24] <anntenuateddeath> you dont know what kind of hell ive been through.
[02:24] <anntenuateddeath> the hell, of realising, everyone i EVER KNOWN was a fbi agent or related to one,
[02:24] <anntenuateddeath> INCLUDING AND NOT ONLY, my first "best friend" who was pueterican and jewish when i was in 2nd grade.
[02:24] <anntenuateddeath> who had, discarded me like trash over this thing.
[02:24] <anntenuateddeath> and even tried to get me beat up by one member of the band BILE before they were popular and in a movie.
[02:25] <anntenuateddeath> and, my first girlfriend, ever, did this fucking work , and the first girl to fuck me.
[02:25] <anntenuateddeath> i smashed, threw away some of the music i still had that could represent anything racist.
[02:25] <anntenuateddeath> and yet manipulated , into being it by you, by torturing me, and then,
[02:26] <anntenuateddeath> almost, by then, and now, EVERYTHING is fucking banned or i get some kind of , dog fence shock from your devices, because i have 2 metal hip replacements, because of  your torture and your doctors
[02:26] <anntenuateddeath> and thats how the dog fence/shock thing people do to me works.
[02:26] <anntenuateddeath> and they have hacked my vehicles electronics, people i knows,  
[02:26] <anntenuateddeath> survielled, me my ENTIRE LIFE 24/7 
[02:26] <anntenuateddeath> and ONLY LET ME TALK TO THEM. including my family. for so fucking long before the internet
[02:26] <anntenuateddeath> and since , YOUR judge, and YOUR lawyer, who represented me,   knew things i did not know, and talk to the judge behind my back
[02:27] <anntenuateddeath> and he fucking knew, that something was happening to me and i did not
[02:27] <anntenuateddeath> so he wrote FBI in first line of paperwork
[02:27] <anntenuateddeath> to make ME KNOW 
[02:27] <anntenuateddeath> but i did NOT know how things are being manipulated in some kind of way, where im a bad guy here.
[02:27] <anntenuateddeath> and besides that,  some people are more instinctive,  if my mother said things , to make me think something of someone, JUST BECAUSE I WAS ON A LIST THAT I DIDNT KNOW OF AND SHE WORKS FOR YOU
[02:28] <anntenuateddeath> and she only said those things, because people was always around she was spying on
[02:28] <anntenuateddeath> including my father who i assume died some how because of this , hence why , in which I GOT FUCKED because i wanted a father who was dead,
[02:28] <anntenuateddeath> and my mom was a snake.
[02:28] <anntenuateddeath> so enjoy , your liar ass torture , fake internet, whatever. i have nothing not even my health, not even my sanity, and hence why the judge had declared me incompotent ,because of lawer and judge fucking colluding 
[02:29] <anntenuateddeath> he even said he was ganna go talk to the judge
[02:29] <anntenuateddeath> why the fuck would he talk to the judge before court, 
[02:29] <anntenuateddeath> unless the plan, was always to sentence me basically, to being disabled on disability IN A WAY WHERE I CANT SAY SHIT
[02:29] <anntenuateddeath> and then sentence me to that fucking forbidden state hospital for nearly 4 months , 3 and a half or so,
[02:29] <anntenuateddeath> when my mom left ALL MY BELONGINGS in the bed of my truck to get snowed and rained on
[02:29] <anntenuateddeath> all that fucking time
[02:30] <anntenuateddeath> you call me a hacker because cough , i assume my lung nerves will die off at some rate
[02:30] <anntenuateddeath> i know about analog eletronics synths and basic circuitry and , people fool me into thinking i can get some god damn job doing this and i wish i can and i want to try.
[02:30] <anntenuateddeath> but, when im tortured, during work, listening to music, for the music or something
[02:30] <anntenuateddeath> its like having a child screaming at you , when you are trying to pay attention to something you are doing
[02:31] <anntenuateddeath> oh and also, the ultrasonic sound devices,  you just feed some audio into them -they sell them for fucking dogs.
[02:31] <anntenuateddeath> and when it reaches, a certain audio level, you can blast someones fucking ear im sure.
[02:31] <anntenuateddeath> and yes you can hack into a car.
[02:31] <anntenuateddeath> dont ask me how, im not some crazy hacker in which is interested in such things
[02:32] <anntenuateddeath> i know, about PC gaming , setting them up, "putting togather' if we will say just video card, cpu , ram, board. thats a entire computer plug in a damn usb drive or something oh and power supply my bad .  
[02:32] <anntenuateddeath> or usb hard drive, whatever the fuck
[02:32] <anntenuateddeath> youd have to be a complete retard with a helmet to protect your brain if you dont know how to put togather a gaming pc
[02:32] <anntenuateddeath> you would need to be a full blown retard.
[02:32] <anntenuateddeath> literally.
[02:32] <anntenuateddeath> if you cant , order parts and assemble a gaming computer, you are a complete retard.
[02:32] <anntenuateddeath> you are literally a crack head, not like you damage my forehead nerves.
[02:33] <anntenuateddeath> and then call me a crack cow and shit
[02:33] <anntenuateddeath> thats fucking retarded
[02:33] <anntenuateddeath> i think, your ganna hand pick whatever you want what i say, 
[02:33] <anntenuateddeath> you put pressure and abuse on me so hard, my entire life i tried to commit suicide a bunch of times.
[02:33] <anntenuateddeath> you fucking suck
[02:33] <anntenuateddeath> im trying to get job, and, you torture me 
[02:33] <anntenuateddeath> repeatedly harassing me, when im trying to fucking work
[02:34] <anntenuateddeath> or if im trying to relax. 
[02:34] <anntenuateddeath> after having a breakdown and everything else, stop
[02:34] <anntenuateddeath> im during permenant breakdown over a year 
[02:34] <anntenuateddeath> and over 14 years easily this things been going on with audio harassment and shit. dog crap .  i didnt even fucking know
[02:34] <anntenuateddeath> and ive been fucked up, my whole life, but not like since you did this shit
[02:35] <anntenuateddeath> you crippled me, mentally and phsyically, and now you annoying me to the point i cant even listen to my music
[02:35] <anntenuateddeath> and not only that, to top all of everything off, numerous people have told me to throw out my guitars or punish me , for this.  "doublespeak" manner is the manner ever "friend " or "girlfriend " i ever had spoke to me, including my own family.
[02:35] <anntenuateddeath> so when , i discovered this it did something serious serious bad to me.
[02:35] <anntenuateddeath> it was like a fucking kill switch.
[02:36] <anntenuateddeath> i couldnt fucking get normal for like 3 years or so, at least, more than that maybe
[02:36] <anntenuateddeath> until my girlfriend holly which , is suppose to be my girlfriend who is a informant
[02:36] <anntenuateddeath> or something along these lines, 
[02:36] <anntenuateddeath> i have tried to get the job and , i would stay with her if she was to be for real, depending on how we do with the relationship
[02:37] <anntenuateddeath> i have also been threatened that ,  you will put me in a hospital, hospice, for numerous years after this. 
[02:37] <anntenuateddeath> and i have been, having serious dizzyspells and lymphatic blockage, since my last few surgeries , well this has been going on.
[02:37] <anntenuateddeath> they exploit the music i like by remixing it, and ,  telling me, by shocking me, what bands i can listen to or not.
[02:37] <anntenuateddeath> and sometimes they realize "oh this isnt racist or anything like that" and stop shocking me.
[02:38] <anntenuateddeath> or "oh this is ok and this isnt"
[02:38] <anntenuateddeath> and yes they absolutely have, a invisible fence for literal animal dogs , in the vacinity the neighbors,  and they can and do use something like this on me, or its a damn drone and im the worst person in the world.
[02:38] <anntenuateddeath> i know im on a stuxnet bullshit.
[02:39] <anntenuateddeath> my mother, knows damn well i been tortured since middle school she , basically said without saying.
[02:39] <anntenuateddeath> i wish it was just stalking do you know how much my mind had to put up with before, having my music, musicians i like, and such, turn on me, in some vulgar way, because of sensitization to certain sounds they play to me, and the constant abuse ?
[02:39] <anntenuateddeath> i cannot sit and watch a movie. without some guy, making some noise to remind me he is watching 
[02:40] <anntenuateddeath> and then, to top it all off, i cannot find a hidden camera or such. i heard they can be the size of a literal pinhole. this room, is patched up with small squares of drywall with mold all over behind them
[02:40] <anntenuateddeath> also there are remote bluetooth activated lights , within this house , meaning, its wired in such a way, that someone can attenuate the voltage ,or turn the lights on or off.
[02:41] <anntenuateddeath> and they use things like this in such a way, to make me think im being hit by gamma rays and such "radiation weapon" 
[02:41] <anntenuateddeath> i assume because i laid in a bath full of salt because they conned me into it,  
[02:41] <anntenuateddeath> i have no idea what had happened because of laying in salt water the way my internet told me.
[02:42] <anntenuateddeath> but i know its a electrolyte And they been filling me up with alot of electrolyte supplements, 
[02:42] <anntenuateddeath> and, since i have alot of metals in my blood and 2 hip replacements, well, that sort of makes me a electrolytic capacitor.
[02:42] <anntenuateddeath> they can also explode.
[02:42] <anntenuateddeath> and they push this "carnivore diet" i did that damn thing even.
[02:42] <anntenuateddeath> that , fixed my health before it ruined it but they also push vegan crap.
[02:43] <anntenuateddeath> and the vegan makes you feel good, because, well,  its alkaline and, you are full of salts that burn.
[02:43] <anntenuateddeath> lots of potassium bad for your heart.
[02:43] <anntenuateddeath> but so is salt.
[02:43] <anntenuateddeath> but, salt pulls the potassium out of your cells i learned.
[02:43] <anntenuateddeath> which prevented another girl who works at aldi's from conning me into laying in magnesium salt.
[02:43] <anntenuateddeath> also, it causes diahhrea,  it causes dehydration, buildup in lymph, 
[02:43] <anntenuateddeath> heart attacks, strokes, which ive had both
[02:43] <anntenuateddeath> and no doctor to response or help me.
[02:44] <anntenuateddeath> i take it, like, a good bitch.
[02:44] <anntenuateddeath> and i hate every minute.
[02:44] <anntenuateddeath> of my entire existance and life. and i still only want to make music, my last two solo projects, had absolutely zero racism or mysoginist shit in it.
[02:44] <anntenuateddeath> just because ive listened to bands like that, and still would continue to hand select a few that are not saying slurs that,  i recall from my youth
[02:44] <anntenuateddeath> im quite sick of this.
[02:45] <anntenuateddeath> my name is cole wade pinter , born kunkle, my mother changed my last name when i was 5 years old probably because, to try to get this to stop to me i assume.
[02:45] <anntenuateddeath> i dont think its , like "oh your dad was a jerk and you didnt know him so i change your name"
[02:45] <anntenuateddeath> i dont think thats a good reason to get the kids name changed.
[02:45] <anntenuateddeath> thats bullshit.
[02:45] <anntenuateddeath> and i remember custom TV receptions when i was a child , things that shouldnt be on a god damn analog TV set.
[02:45] <anntenuateddeath> some shit, a kid, would probably not expect to see.
[02:46] <anntenuateddeath> my life, was the twlight zone, from the minute i came out and never fucking knew.
[02:46] <anntenuateddeath> and, one last thing before i , leave this stupid "chat room" 
[02:46] <anntenuateddeath> which social contact, I GET NONE for A LONG TIME , when i mean social contact, i mean someone that doesnt psychologically abuse me, including and not limited to the therapist and psychiatrist which just do to me as they please.
[02:47] <anntenuateddeath> i am tortured, because, the CIA psychiatrist, or whoever works there, currently as it is,   had asked me what genre of music do i like , i said metal" or he asked if i like metal
[02:47] <anntenuateddeath> and as soon as he said that he mentioned a film documentary which was COMPLETE FAKE BULLSHIT , because i cant get any truth about ANYTHING for so long
[02:48] <anntenuateddeath> and i can prove there are IP addresses and things , like that, constantly connected to me to spy on me on any PC 
[02:48] <anntenuateddeath> ive , worked quite hard at learning computers , and the ins and outs of things i didnt know because of this , thats the only good thing that came from it , i also learned alot about soldering some things , electronics, 
[02:48] <anntenuateddeath> anyway,  
[02:49] <anntenuateddeath> i have tried to start a buisness. i am under constant abuse, scrutiny, homelessness, surgery, medications, i have no self identity,   i have no family, i have no friends,  no one EVER .
[02:49] <anntenuateddeath> i was insinuated , as a dog , and only knew that human can be like, dog in many ways but i do not know what the fuck is going on.
[02:50] <anntenuateddeath> i was raised, wanting to be a musician since childhood, and ive met oppression, and horros , at every turn ,  and i grew up on thrash metal and death metal
[02:50] <anntenuateddeath> how the fuck, do you expect me at , 39 years old,  to just stop wanting to play guitars and listen to the music he grew up on ?
[02:50] <anntenuateddeath> what the fuck happened, that made the USA such assholes to me, at what, 9 years old , after they killed my father ?
[02:50] <anntenuateddeath> why the fuck, is the CIA doing crazy shit to me ? 
[02:51] <anntenuateddeath> i cant get asked a question. 
[02:51] <anntenuateddeath> im never told why the abuse to me happens.
[02:51] <anntenuateddeath> i fucking knew FBI guys, when i was like in 5th grade, just through my family and friends.
[02:51] <anntenuateddeath> i never fucking wanted to, but they were in my family before that even
[02:51] <anntenuateddeath> and i was , some little, shit toy for everyone to fucking fuck around with its so god damn frusterating
[02:51] <anntenuateddeath> obviously its not about money or national security, 
[02:51] <anntenuateddeath> its about my pain and agony, 
[02:52] <anntenuateddeath> its worse than when people use to use me as a "wind up toy" agitating me, without me knowing why or that some entity has got it out for me like the fbi , mossad, or cia
[02:52] <anntenuateddeath> never knowing why shit breaks, goes missing, why women pump and dump me or fucking treat me like trash and i just accept it,
[02:52] <anntenuateddeath> or why my friends did the fucked up things they did to me.
[02:52] <anntenuateddeath> i have, done EVERYTHING I CAN, for so many people who worked these jobs, i have given , so much money and nice things to them
[02:53] <anntenuateddeath> and all i get is just, shat on. shat on for metal, and punk music, i cannot believe.
[02:53] <anntenuateddeath> its a actual fucking thing.
[02:53] <anntenuateddeath> being shit on for who you are.
[02:53] <anntenuateddeath> spied on for , being a dude who likes metal and punk.
[02:53] <anntenuateddeath> being abused by the system, because the music says they hate it ,
[02:53] <anntenuateddeath> so then, you hate the system. it doesnt mean your going to, do something about it
[02:54] <anntenuateddeath> just not fitting in and being tortured, is plenty enough to prove that they could be right about the system.
[02:54] <anntenuateddeath> you are making dangerous people though by doing this and thats the point if im on a terrorist watchlist or some shit
[02:54] <anntenuateddeath> because there is no speaking about it, what it actually is
[02:54] <anntenuateddeath> its one sided. 
[02:54] <anntenuateddeath> they torture, and i ask "FOR WHAT !>?!!"
[02:54] <anntenuateddeath> and i never get any direct speaking.
[02:54] <anntenuateddeath> doublespeak. spycraft 
[02:55] <anntenuateddeath> they make things pop up they think i may like, on regular ass websites like xvideos pornhub, 
[02:55] <anntenuateddeath> that i would not be interested in, purposelly to fuck with me
[02:55] <anntenuateddeath> they fuck with my youtube.
[02:55] <anntenuateddeath> they fuck with literal, actual, books . 
[02:55] <anntenuateddeath> like they got their hands in a print press obviously.
[02:55] <anntenuateddeath> linguistic filled books that you think might help you
[02:55] <anntenuateddeath> this "targeted individual" book stuff.
[02:55] <anntenuateddeath> that book totally fucked me up
[02:55] <anntenuateddeath> they are lingustic shit, filled with lies.
[02:56] <anntenuateddeath> half truths. 
[02:56] <anntenuateddeath> just like, controlled opposistion , is a fact for this. theyd never admit they had people singing , some certain racist songs that i wont quote here.
[02:56] <anntenuateddeath> i dont take any particular word to offend me.
[02:56] <anntenuateddeath> maybe its, from being isolated my whole life, maybe, because ive been called every name
[02:57] <anntenuateddeath> i remember the first time i was accused of racism in like 1st grade and recall not feeling nice about it,
[02:57] <anntenuateddeath> but thats the same year entire school tortured the fuck out of me. tormented me, id come home crying off the short bus and shit,
[02:57] <anntenuateddeath> yeah go ahead laugh about it
[02:57] <anntenuateddeath> at least im not a cock sucking asshole 
[02:57] <anntenuateddeath> that can give me, a 1000 dollar guitar, then fuck me in my ass when i make music they dont like.
[02:57] <anntenuateddeath> try to bribe me for who the fuck knows what you guys want.
[02:58] <anntenuateddeath> at least i dont send people into the hospital, when the person admits himself to a psychiatric hospital for, stress, suicidal ideation, depression, anxiety,
[02:58] <anntenuateddeath> and at least i dont malpractice people for things like this, or give them bipolar personality, then you find out, why , years later, because they begin to torture
[02:58] <anntenuateddeath> and its quite obvious.
[02:58] <anntenuateddeath> and then you recall your entire life. like your "brains blow in" 
[02:59] <anntenuateddeath> and they exploit all the music you love for their purpose through sensitization like, a god damn russian dog experiment.
[02:59] <anntenuateddeath> you, change audio in videos on youtube, by hacking , some kind of like packet injection or some shit i dont know how hacking works but i recall words something about that when iwas researching 
[02:59] <anntenuateddeath> i dont know, much like of that stuff.
[02:59] <anntenuateddeath> ive tried since this to learn such
[02:59] <anntenuateddeath> but i quit fast.
[03:00] <anntenuateddeath> nothing , i have, is mine. 
[03:00] <anntenuateddeath> i dont care where i go from here.
[03:00] <anntenuateddeath> i never had a life or name.
[03:00] <anntenuateddeath> you probably fucking named me.
[03:00] <anntenuateddeath> something retarded and gay.
[03:00] <anntenuateddeath> who cares.
[03:00] <anntenuateddeath> and gay, not the gay gay.
[03:00] <anntenuateddeath> like we said gay in school for shit
[03:00] <anntenuateddeath> whatever.
[03:00] <anntenuateddeath> ill let a tranny with fat tits blow me.
[03:00] <anntenuateddeath> and i aint no fag.
[03:00] <anntenuateddeath> fuck you.
[03:00] <anntenuateddeath> censorship is gay as a fuckin sailor flopping on my dick.
[03:01] <anntenuateddeath> when i die, you can bury me, with,  my fuckin dick in my hand and a guitar in the other fuck you , no cloths , thats gay too
[03:01] <anntenuateddeath> cloths are conformity.
[03:01] <anntenuateddeath> non-tattooed are conformist.
[03:02] <anntenuateddeath> banning people from internet is conformist.
[03:02] <anntenuateddeath> tyranny against freedom of thought is , conformist.
[03:02] <anntenuateddeath> torturing disabled people is conformist.
[03:02] <anntenuateddeath> trying to say someone disabled is not disabled is conformist.
[03:02] <anntenuateddeath> what else did you do
[03:02] <anntenuateddeath> rigging my court case in appeal to denied disability after 5 leg surgeries, and lifetime of torture,
[03:02] <anntenuateddeath> that is fucking conformist and gay.
[03:02] <anntenuateddeath> killing musicians. thats fuckin gay.
[03:03] <anntenuateddeath> cenorship. censoring musicians. thats fucking gay.
[03:03] <anntenuateddeath> lowlife.
[03:03] <anntenuateddeath> death metal and titties. thats not gay.
[03:04] <anntenuateddeath> forcing someone to love all this new hiphop crap they put out these days.
[03:04] <anntenuateddeath> and hateing the metal he likes
[03:04] <anntenuateddeath> and taking away big black tits.
[03:04] <anntenuateddeath> thats fucking gay.
[03:04] <anntenuateddeath> give me those back you fuck
[03:04] <anntenuateddeath> i dont care. 
[03:04] <anntenuateddeath> and id say the fuckin n word, whatever
[03:04] <anntenuateddeath> your gay. 
[03:04] <anntenuateddeath> im a dirty cracker, honkey, blah blah
[03:04] <anntenuateddeath> censor this censor that.
[03:05] <anntenuateddeath> id hang out with a black chick with big titties n shit
[03:05] <anntenuateddeath> i dont give a fuck.
[03:05] <anntenuateddeath> big deal gay.
[03:05] <anntenuateddeath> you guys are dicks.
[03:05] <anntenuateddeath> then you want ,, to keep brainwash religious shit
[03:05] <anntenuateddeath> one of you dicks tried to get me to read the koran.
[03:05] <anntenuateddeath> koraen
[03:05] <anntenuateddeath> or some shit.
[03:05] <anntenuateddeath> whatever how fuckin towel head religion is spelled
[03:05] <anntenuateddeath> what cus i like mia khalifa
[03:05] <anntenuateddeath> bring her on
[03:06] <anntenuateddeath> whatever.
[03:06] <anntenuateddeath> her sister too
[03:06] <anntenuateddeath> get a grip blow up. 
[03:06] <anntenuateddeath> doll.
[03:06] <anntenuateddeath> fake psychos 
[03:06] <anntenuateddeath> is this art
[03:06] <anntenuateddeath> nah
[03:06] <anntenuateddeath> aint
[03:06] <anntenuateddeath> art of war maybe 
[03:06] <anntenuateddeath> war on a dude who doesnt do anything , that , negatively effects you
[03:06] <anntenuateddeath> its like that catholic protest over there in new jersey against WSOU 
[03:07] <anntenuateddeath> WSOU 89.5 the metal station in new jersey.
[03:07] <anntenuateddeath> wonder why they protested , i am not sure, but,
[03:07] <anntenuateddeath> thats where i first heard six feet under.
[03:07] <anntenuateddeath> whatever.
[03:07] <anntenuateddeath> chris barnes.
[03:07] <anntenuateddeath> cannibal corpse.
[03:07] <anntenuateddeath> these fuckers tortured me for listening to the band Deicide how gay is that
[03:08] <anntenuateddeath> these guys torture me for listening to christian metal bands like vengeance rising and mortification and shit too
[03:08] <anntenuateddeath> its complete shit
[03:08] <anntenuateddeath> this is gay.
[03:08] <anntenuateddeath> this fake internet.
[03:08] <anntenuateddeath> its gay
[03:12] <anntenuateddeath> PEG A SIS
[03:12] <anntenuateddeath> coverup linguistic bs
[03:13] <anntenuateddeath> dont , trick me any more that im getting the job,
[03:13] <anntenuateddeath> when you still torture me and im willing to work for you with hip replacements cus i aint enver had nothing.
[03:13] <anntenuateddeath> dont lie, to me, then torture me
[03:13] <anntenuateddeath> make me think, ill have some kind of income, after all my suffering, something simple i can do for you
[03:13] <anntenuateddeath> i never had a god damn life. because of this
[03:13] <anntenuateddeath> my life, is inside my self, making music, 
[03:13] <anntenuateddeath> and i show it to , someone who the fuck knows.
[03:13] <anntenuateddeath> just you ugys.
[03:13] <anntenuateddeath> guys.
[03:13] <anntenuateddeath> cus this.
[03:14] <anntenuateddeath> fbi guy when im was 12 or 13, the guy was creepy.
[03:14] <anntenuateddeath> creepy guy.
[03:15] <anntenuateddeath> he sent, the god damn first OLDER GUY LIKE 30, to me when i was like 13 or 14,
[03:15] <anntenuateddeath> and he was wearing a metal shirt,
[03:15] <anntenuateddeath> and i asked him about the band he said its white power black metal music
[03:15] <anntenuateddeath> i never heard of white power before at all.
[03:15] <anntenuateddeath> i didnt know the meanning even.
[03:15] <anntenuateddeath> that guy was the old drummer for the nazi band "bound for glory"
[03:15] <anntenuateddeath> which says they are from texas then minnsota,
[03:15] <anntenuateddeath> cause that drummers name was something Texas
[03:16] <anntenuateddeath> every time im tortured, which was like 100 times, 
[03:16] <anntenuateddeath> they say "im going to texas"
[03:16] <anntenuateddeath> and that guy, and a FBI agent that messed with me when i was younger,
[03:16] <anntenuateddeath> i said to fbi guy i said oh i know you from somewhere and he sighed and said he worked for fbi and idd this mannurism
[03:16] <anntenuateddeath> that the same fucking guy who was the drummer for bound for glory did.
[03:16] <anntenuateddeath> and he stalked me back then too
[03:16] <anntenuateddeath> so i dont know anything else.
[03:17] <anntenuateddeath> i know one more fucking thing now, that, you are voices ,that irritate, that other people will say is not there.
[03:17] <anntenuateddeath> and you will be lied to, ripped off, tortured, worked bare to the bone, for half the pay of anyone at any job you will ever have, your injuries and sicknesses will go undiagnosed and uncured
[03:17] <anntenuateddeath> and you will fucking die , less than half the age of another person,
[03:17] <anntenuateddeath> if you play punk or metal and dont work for the FBI 
[03:17] <anntenuateddeath> and the CIA will, come into your life if you do 
[03:18] <anntenuateddeath> and you will be labeled a terorrist, or a fbi /informant,  if you hang around at too many punk or metal shows.
[03:18] <anntenuateddeath> and if not, ...... here i am
[03:18] <anntenuateddeath> fuck you, good god damn day /night to all of you
[03:18] <anntenuateddeath> have fun, doing whatever you know, people do in real life. because i have no idea what a conversation with someone who isnt lieing to me is like.
[03:18] <anntenuateddeath> imagine tha 
[03:18] <anntenuateddeath> that hsit.
[03:18] <anntenuateddeath> shit
[03:19] <anntenuateddeath> that, you dont know if you have "high functioning autism" because, people ruined you, 
[03:19] <anntenuateddeath> or if its because you were born that way
[03:19] <anntenuateddeath> or if you were born labeled whatever you label me a terrorist or something
[03:19] <anntenuateddeath> and then,  you can be born into this fuck yeah on a list. 
[03:19] <anntenuateddeath> what you dont think that they put some bad ass MC guy, motorcycle club guy, who builds harleys and has a ATF certificate , and his father was a navy vet 
[03:19] <anntenuateddeath> and he has all these tattoos and stuff
[03:20] <anntenuateddeath> oh fuck yeah you killed my father and put me on some shit list.
[03:20] <anntenuateddeath> my mom said he won a drumming competition,
[03:20] <anntenuateddeath> and apparently that means "fuck the man dude"  
[03:20] <anntenuateddeath> attitude, and he was a musician
[03:20] <anntenuateddeath> a innocent , killed because his girlfriend is a spy
[03:20] <anntenuateddeath> or self destruct maybe even
[03:20] <anntenuateddeath> fuck that shit
[03:20] <anntenuateddeath> he suicided on his motorcycle or had a accident because of her PERIOD.
[03:20] <anntenuateddeath> or it was a rigged accident.
[03:21] <anntenuateddeath> "2 drunk drivers" hit me within 3 months first few months of driving or first year,
[03:21] <anntenuateddeath> bullshit my ass.
[03:21] <anntenuateddeath> people tried killing me my entire fucking life.
[03:21] <anntenuateddeath> so many times i cant fuckin count and i never wasnt a no one.
[03:21] <anntenuateddeath> never been a god damn person
[03:21] <anntenuateddeath> labeled, getting "membershiP" in some group that doesnt even exist and shit, then say hes in some thing
[03:21] <anntenuateddeath> and never meet a person in my life.
[03:21] <anntenuateddeath> get fucked.
[03:22] <anntenuateddeath> i dont know ANYONE
[03:22] <anntenuateddeath> EVER.
[03:22] <anntenuateddeath> GAY
[03:28] <anntenuateddeath> BY THE WAY most clients make log files.
[03:28] <anntenuateddeath> so if this is brought to court, the log files on like 50 computers if you are all on diferent ones
[03:28] <anntenuateddeath> good.
[03:29] <anntenuateddeath> if the judge thinks im guilty shes a quack like the rest of everyonee in my life
[03:29] <anntenuateddeath> .
[03:29] <anntenuateddeath> have a nice day
[11:28] <infor24> ola
[19:25] <pollonen> Hey there